A Lover's Suicide Note

Welcome... to this soothing hell...
Live the tense moments of your future's past...
A tide of stress...
A sea of sour sadness...
Echoes of defiance...
Pain's decadence...
Topped by...
A hurricane in your delirious eyes.

Too many faces... too many eyes...
Looking at me... staring at me...
Some, laughing at me...
Some, crying for me.
To know me... will either be...
Your everlasting blessing or...
Your eternal curse.
But it will always be...
Your choice.

Mesmerize the lies in their eyes...
Commit your purest sins...
And highest treason...
Betray yourself.
Become the owner of this conspiracy...
As we are the theorists of our own conspiracy.

Another refreshing dispute...
The questions were...
Who were you?
Who are you?
And again, doubting reality...
This is a barren war.

This is a death you don't deserve
A death only I, deserve.
Even if I was exiled to hell...
I still have heaven in my heart.
Apocalypse... is only the beginning.

A Lover's Suicide Note by Shehab El-Din Ismail is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 Unported License.
Based on a work at loath.blogspot.com.