Soul Relapse

When the lovely ugly face of life is blinding the masses...
When sorrow is interwoven with grief...
When you are a hopeless case of sorrow, and of despair...
When you become the model of the triumph of sadness,
And the horror of madness...
You yearn for the taste of sweet, sweet death.
Like... nothing else.

Betrayed by life; but I didn't care...
But when betrayed by you; Everything fell behind.
For you were always; one step- too far.
Volatile screams in my dreams...
In the sea of my dreams I died; burning...
In the fire of my desire, I died; drowning.

In the ruins; my soul relapsed, descended...
To a shallow, unmarked grave...
Please pull me under , and don't push me further.
Please hide me...

May evil now lead my steps...
To help me cast your presence away.
For you to be lost in the labyrinth of madness...
Then found in the of plethora darkness.

Now; as you stand before my judging eyes...
I strip my mind from all but you.
But still, I could not forgive you...
I wish your life to be in death...
I wish you no more breath.
I've always wanted you down...
Come down, down here...
Devour my pain, and drown in my thirst.

Curse me, my lord forevermore...
For I am the weak, wild and shameless.

Better to reign in hell than to rest in peace.
For I am the king of all what is to come.

Soul Relapse by Shehab El-Din Ismail is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
Based on a work at loath.blogspot.com.